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Well, I have a lot to say. I'm usually.. not gonna share things like this. But this is the kicker, and I owe you guys some explanation. Especially after I was just starting posting again.
Long story short, I'm in a terrible part of my life right now. For starters, I'm adopted. This just needs to be said to set up the mood for what follows.
Starting in August 2014, (but with a lot of strife even preceding then), every single member of my immediate family has passed away one by one. I have lost my home. I have been alone. Only my dad continued living but on the 17th of this month, he too passed away - suddenly and unexpectedly. the circumstances make me nauseous. I am devastated. He was very, very important to me. In addition, various other problems and pain has been coming my way and barraging me.
I am in a place of loss. It's hard to express anything. But As this is the absolute kicker to my situation, I wanted to tell you all. I was just finding some motivation again, but I don't know when I will continue like i used to. I want to very badly but i have, also, a ton of legalities and paper works to attend to.
I don't know when i will sell at conventions again. I was planning a Patreon page- but that too will probably be on hold.
I hope I can truly return again soon.
I love you guys and appreciate you always.
Long story short, I'm in a terrible part of my life right now. For starters, I'm adopted. This just needs to be said to set up the mood for what follows.
Starting in August 2014, (but with a lot of strife even preceding then), every single member of my immediate family has passed away one by one. I have lost my home. I have been alone. Only my dad continued living but on the 17th of this month, he too passed away - suddenly and unexpectedly. the circumstances make me nauseous. I am devastated. He was very, very important to me. In addition, various other problems and pain has been coming my way and barraging me.
I am in a place of loss. It's hard to express anything. But As this is the absolute kicker to my situation, I wanted to tell you all. I was just finding some motivation again, but I don't know when I will continue like i used to. I want to very badly but i have, also, a ton of legalities and paper works to attend to.
I don't know when i will sell at conventions again. I was planning a Patreon page- but that too will probably be on hold.
I hope I can truly return again soon.
I love you guys and appreciate you always.
Anyone still around?
Hi there, anyone! ;; <3 I'm still alive- are you?
It's kinda weird to say and i dont have a ton of energy to write this well right now- But I've been posting my art again lately!
I made a new DA; :~ky-vx (https://www.deviantart.com/ky-vx) !! give me a follow there if you want? i'd love to be back in touch ;; <3
A lot of crazy stuff has happened in my life~ for example if you read my journal from like 2 years ago... but im actually finally back into a sense of normalcy? and back into being able to share my art again <3 I was in /such/ a dark place before- even darker than i realized, and to be honest it got darker before it got brighter again too. But at least
YESS!!!
I'm opening a new site!!!! I will still be here!! but my main site is moving over to a tumblr!! Please Click:!! (and follow~!)
I will upload all new art and updates there from now on~ I will still post on DA but my main site is there now~~
please enjoy if you can!! I have some updates there you may be interested in, too!!
Yo~ Long time no see.
So. maybe you noticed? Ive been gone for a long time. Survivability became a center stage.
I've been losing it for a while now and staying grounded is difficult. if you know the pyramid of fulfillment, you know creativity comes last.... things like nourishment and shelter, by necessity, come first.
Lately, I canceled all my cons. Also, did i mention i've been to tokyo? it was really great.
But in the process Of the past few months I think my heart was broken at least 6 times (not in the romantic sense).
basically, ive been pretty shattered. And in being shattered, im the type to hide.
Honestly... It's tough to say whats going on or how l
Merry x-mas
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I am sorry to hear that you went through so much. I hope things have gotten better since.